Saturday, July 10, 2010

One thing

What is the one thing you've always wanted to do but have never done or will never do? I've always wanted to sky dive but I'm am completely afraid of heights and scared of falling. I fantise that I would be able to just do it and and in the process get over my fear of heights. However, I can't stand on the 6th floor balcony at my job and look over the railing. Hell I can't even stand near the railing- not looking over. I wonder when did I let this fear get this bad? As children we are fearless...what happens to make us not? It would be utter BS for me to sit here and say someday in the future I will be able to jump out of a plane. I know I won't. As least I can always say- black people don't jump out of planes- as a excuse.

So what's your one thing?

Monday, July 5, 2010

Big Steps

So it's been decided that I will be stepping down from my position at the end of December in order to student teach! Meaning I will not be working come January 1st. (Actually they said I could work part-time). I am really praying that I get a job because it's scary to quit a good paying job that I am great at for the unknown. However, if dont' make the leap now then what was the point in working so hard and spending so much money to go back to school?

Here's to change!